Saturday, December 18, 2010

Monday, November 22, 2010

I love you



Baby... today, this moment....
I MISS YOU SO MUCH....
I LOVE YOU

Monday, November 15, 2010

Article not verified, but be careful

Please pay attention to this article. It is of utmost importance.  

Three women in KL turned up at  hospitals over a 5-day period,
all with the same symptoms - fever, chills,  vomiting, followed by muscular collapse, paralysis and finally,death.
There were no outward signs of trauma. Autopsy results  showed toxicity in the blood. These women did not know each other, and  seemed to have nothing in common.

It was discovered, however, that they  had all visited a same restaurant along Jalan Kuchai Lama within days of their  deaths. The health department descended on the restaurant, shutting it down. The  food, water and air conditioning were all inspected and tested, to no  avail.

The big break came when a waitress at the restaurant was  rushed to the hospital with similar symptoms. She told doctors that she had been  on vacation, and had only went to the restaurant to pick up her check. She did  not eat or drink while she was there, but had used the restroom.

That  is when one toxicologist, remembering an article he had read, drove up to the  restaurant, went into the restroom and lifted the toilet seat. Under the seat,  out of normal view, was a small spider. The spider was captured and brought back  to the lab,where it was determined to be the Two-Striped Telamonia (Telamonia  dimidiata), so named because of its reddened flesh color. This spider's venom is  extremely toxic but can take several days to take effect. They live in cold,  dark, damp climates, and toilet rims provide just the right  atmosphere.

Several days later, a lawyer from JB showed up at a  hospital emergency room.. Before his death, he told the doctor that he had been  away on business, had taken a flight from Indonesia , changing planes in   Singapore , before returning home. He did not visit the restaurant while there.  He did, as did all of the other victims, have what was determined to be a  puncture wound, on his right buttock.

Investigators discovered that  the flight he was on had originated in India .. The Civilian Aeronautics Board  (CAB) ordered an immediate inspection of the toilets of all flights from India ,  and discovered the Two-Striped Telamonia (Telamonia dimidiata) spider's nests on  four different planes!

It is now believed that these spiders can be  anywhere in the country. So please, before you use a public toilet, lift the  seat to check for spiders.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Be Alert..!!!

Received this from a friend…Beware

I cannot stop myself from sharing this with all of you.  Its all started when I received a call from someone claiming  that he was from Maxis and he asked me to shutdown my phone for 2 hours for 3G update to take place. As I was rushing for a  meeting, I did not question and shutdown my cell phone.  After 45 minutes I felt very suspicious since the caller did not  even introduce his name. I quickly turned on my cell phone and I  received several calls from my family members and the others  were from the number that had called me earlier - 3954380.  I called my parents and I was shocked that they sounded very  worried asking me whether I am safe.  My parents told me that they had received a call from someone  claiming that they had me with them and asking for money to let  me free. The call was so real and my parents even heard 'my  voice' crying out loud asking for help.

My parent was at the bank waiting for next call to proceed for  money transfer. I told my parents that I am safe and asked them  to lodge a police report.  Right after that I received another call from the guy asking me to shutdown my cell phone for another 1 hour which I refused to  do and hung up. They keep calling my cell phone until the  battery had run down.

I myself lodged a police report and I was informed by the officer that there were many such scams reported.

MOST of the cases reported that the victim had already  transferred the money! And it is impossible to get back the money.

Be careful as this kind of scam might happen to any  one of  us!!!  Those guys are so professional and very convincing during calls.

If you are asked to shut down your cell phone for updates by the service provider, ASK AROUND!

Your family or friends might receive the same call...
Be Safe and Stay Alert!


** E-mail..

Thursday, October 28, 2010

p/s : I love you

This movie never fails my tears...
Everytime i see how she was drowned in sadness makes me cry..
Losing someone you love so much..
Losing someone you stayed with for quite sometimes...
Losing someone whom you always fight with, then make out after that
Losing the one you know that will be your best friend forever..
Losing the one you know that will listen to all your bullshyts..

It hurts...
Hurts so much..




I love you sweetheart...
NEVER tell me it's broken heart.. =)
LOVE YOU...

Monday, October 25, 2010

Monday, October 11, 2010

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Hate that i love you so



My feeling now is so so so I DUNO WHAT IS IT...
I hate it when i feel like this..
It's like it's so wrong..
Something is so so so wrong that i don't like it...

The last i felt like this was months back..
And now the same feeling??
WTH???

With gods blessing, make sure days ahead is gonna be smooth for me...
=)

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Raya raya.. =)

after all the puasa done by the muslims..
Now.. IT'S TIME TO ENJOY..
All the days they puasa..
Now... IT'S TIME TO EAT....
And most important is to listen to RAYA songs...





SELAMAT HARI RAYA & MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.. =)

Monday, August 30, 2010

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

combine love







Wow... Love love love these songs..
combine it and it is so lovely.....
Muacks...

Marriage

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.

So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6.

By Stephanie Halmilton

Friday, August 20, 2010

WHAT??

School head under probe over racist remarks

By MOHD FARHAAN SHAH
newsdesk@thestar.com.my


KULAIJAYA: Police are investigating a school principal who allegedly used racist remarks against non-Malay students during a Merdeka celebration at the school here recently.
Kulaijaya deputy OCPD Asst Supt Mohd Kamil said police had received 12 reports against the principal since Saturday and that the case was being investigated under Section 504 of the Penal Code.
Over 50 parents and students had lodged the reports against the principal, who allegedly described the non-Malays as “penumpang” (passengers) in the country during her speech at the start of the celebration on Aug 12.
“I was shocked that my principal had used such a word against non-Malay students in our school.
“This is not the first time that she had made racist comments against Chinese and Indian students in our school,” said 17-year-old student Brevia Pan.
She added that the principal, who joined the school early this year, would only target Chinese and Indian students.
“During the Merdeka celebration, she had told non-Malay students to go study in a Chinese school or go back to China,” she told reporters in a press conference organised by Senai assemblyman Ong Kow Meng.
Another student, Ashvini Thi-na­karan, 17, said many Malay students were influenced by the principal’s remarks and made similar comments and called them names.
“Before she came to my school, all the students got along well,” she said. Her father R. Thinakaran, 47, said this was a serious matter and that principals should not behave like this.
“This principal has caused racial disharmony at the school,” he said, adding that if no action was taken, he would take his daughter out of the school.
Ong called for stern action against the principal, adding that such school heads and educators would affect the minds of students.

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OMG.. what is all this educated people doing???
Ain't they suppose to teach the students to be 1 Malaysia???
Why are they breaking us???

Thursday, August 19, 2010

What does puasa means?

I'm an Indian mixed Chinese girl, having many Malay friends..
Having Malay relatives...

I remember when i was back in the schooling days, when it was Bulan Puasa...
Me and my non-Muslim friends were so considerate that we try to not eat and drink in front of our Muslim friends...
We go to the back of the class to drink if we are too thirsty so that we don't instigate their thirst..
And i remember my friends used to say.. "eleh, minum je lah.. tak payah nak sorok2.. IMAN AKU KUAT..."
I really respect this friends of mine...
As much as we respect them, they are also considerate about us being the non-Muslims..we don't have that strong will power to fast like them.. 

I've tried fasting too.. yeah.. only 1 day....in a year
In the Indian calender there is this day where girls fast for their husband / if single fast for a good husband.. and it is tomorrow... TOMORROW... but since this year, I'm not doing the prayers... I decided not to fast...




*Source*
Fasting is intended to teach Muslims about patience, humility, and spirituality...
During Ramadan, Muslims ask forgiveness for past sins, pray for guidance and help in refraining from everyday evils, and try to purify themselves through self-restraint and good deeds.. (But if these people's keep making fuss about we non- Muslims eating and drinking AND THEY LOOK, what can we do about it?? )
The fast is intended to be an exacting act of deep personal worship in which Muslims seek a raised awareness of closeness to God.
The act of fasting is said to redirect the heart away from worldly activities, its purpose being to cleanse the inner soul and free it from harm. It also teaches Muslims to practice self-discipline, self-control, sacrifice, and empathy for those who are less fortunate; thus encouraging actions of generosity and charity
Ramadan
This is a month when a Muslim should try to:
bulletSee not what displeases Allah
bulletSpeak no evil
bulletHear no evil
bulletDo no evil
bulletLook to Allah with fear and hope
"O you who believe! Fasting is prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, that you may become God-fearing." (The Quran, 2:183)
The Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) said: Whoever fasts during Ramadan with faith and seeking his reward from Allah will have his past sins forgiven. Whoever prays during the nights in Ramadan with faith and seeking his reward from Allah will have his past sins forgiven. And he who passes Lailat al-Qadr in prayer with faith and seeking his reward from Allah will have his past sins forgiven (Bukhari, Muslim). 


So Basically puasa is for them to get closer to god..
But why in Malaysia they are forced??
Is it that if they don't puasa, god will not sayang them is it??
Allah will not want them issit??

Why they make this puasa thingy a big issue that we the non-Muslims are supposed to be sent back to where ever we came from???
We are also Malaysian..
So why discriminate us???
Why be so cruel to us to ask us to not eat and drink just because you puasa???
Ain't this puasa thingy suppose to built up your will power??

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My say.. - Muslim friends.. i'm not saying this puasa thingy is disturbing me..
But i just wanna know, what does puasa really mean to you??
To me it's suppose to take you closer to Allah, just like how we eat vegetarian food to take us closer to our god..
So how come some school's(recently) headmaster is asking us to go back to our own country???

Sunday, August 15, 2010

ROBOT



Oh my my... among all songs i only like this the most.. and kilimanjaro as the 2nd.. the rest is out...
Not to my liking at all...
I love this lyrics too...
Yum Yum....
Sexy lady....

Check out the telugu version... it's nice too...



I'M YOURS...
And DON'T GET ANY IDEAS....!!!!
Hahah.... =)

Movie is out on the 24th of September... 4 days after... yeah...!!!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Monday, August 9, 2010

Suffer now or future?

This post is not meant to be rude to anyone...
And if there is any coincident in life.. please ignore it...

I met up with friends yesterday and 1 of them was telling us so much about her relationship and how another girl came into his life and made her bf feel so bad....
She told us... "hey if you know any of your bf's friend who acts like a bitch.. ask him to run as fast and as far as he can...".. this was her exact words...
Please tell your brother and also any of your male friends who does not want to regret in future....
Girls can screw their life...

I am a girl and I know what a girl is capable of....
What we want is what we get...
If we can't get it...
We will either spoil their(guys) name...
Or do anything to make him feel bad and miserable....

Trust me... GUYS will regret if a girl gets into his life and leave with full of sadness...

Hai... and another friend added... if the guy (bf/bro/friends) don't wanna listen.. BE A BAD GIRL and tell the guy to stop communicating with the girl....

I agree.. it's either we be bad and the guy dun suffer in future..
Or the guy will have to go through the pain after.... and that is when we will say "I TOLD YOU SO"...
Yeah.. my normal line....
But lucky till today I've never used it on my bf (when it comes to girls problem) except when he comes and tell me I'M COUGHING... because he love drinks with ice...

I definitely know my bf is not perfect....but at least he is perfect to me...
He may lie... He may cheat.. He may do anything he wants.. But i know at the end of the day he loves me.. and he is mine...

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How do you like the idea of meeting up with future father in law to talk about your bf/ relationship???
Haha.... AWKWARD..!!!!!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Why we never listen..

We always ask why we never listen to people we love..
Like- if he is your dad, you will always want to go against him and not listen to him..
If she is your mum, and she tell you something, you will always say NO and not listen..
If they are your siblings and they tell you don't do that mistake.. you say, "you are either too old, or too young to understand"...
If she is your girlfriend/wife, and she tell's you please listen, you will not..
If he is your boyfriend/husband, he tell's you it is dangerous, but you will still not listen..
WHY huh???

We tend to take all this people for granted because  you know that they love you so much that they will never leave you when you need them....
They will still hold your hand...
They will tell you I TOLD YOU SO...
They will tell you VERY GOOD..
They will say anything and everything but they will still be by your side...
No matter what mistake it is... they are the FIRST people in line that will be there for you...
You can say whatever you want...
You can say how much your dad says NO to you...
You can say how much your mum nags you...
You can say how much your siblings fight with you...
You can say how irritating your gf/bf is when they stop you from doing things that you want..
You can say how much you hate it that your wife/husband says I TOLD YOU SO...
But never say how much THEY DON'T LOVE YOU....
Because they love you more than anyone does...

A friend may come and go in your life....
If they stay... tell them how much it means to you to have them as a friend...
A girlfriend / boyfriend will also come and go..
But if they decide to stay CHERISH them....
Husband/ wife may be together.. may be divorced...
But of they decide to be with you forever...
LOVE them till you last breath...




Dad, if you are reading this... I just wanna say that I LOVE YOU.. you have been a great dad .. Remember the e-mail you sent me??? it is just so true.. but trust me... till today.. you may be a little TOO STRICT with this daughter of yours.. and i know it is for my own good...

Mum, thank you for being the 1st lady in my life... You are the greatest.. and I WILL NEVER BRING TROUBLE HOME.... because I LOVE YOU too much to hurt you..

Sisters and brother..... I LOVE YOU... although i fight and argue too much.. but you people are just so important to me....

Boyfriend... I've got so much to say.... but 1stly i'll say I LOVE YOU... 5 years is not short.. and you have been so good to me... i know i am a useless gf AT TIMES.. but trust me...I LOVE YOU.... Love you so much... and i'll tell you the rest when i see you...

I know i am stubborn and i never listen...But I LOVE all of you....

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Lie and Die



I'm half minded in deleting many people from my list...
Yeah with few help and things...

Some times people choose to lie because they are scared to face consequence...
Yeah... lies that will lead to another lie and another lie and at the end of the day, they chicken( correct spelling ar??) out because of too much of lie and too scared to say the truth....

If really at the end of the day, you plan to chicken out, please do not lie from the start...
Tell the truth and then run away...
At least then people will know that you were scared of the reaction and not the consequence of your 1st lie...
People will tend to like you more and understand why was there a lie at the very beginning...

Lie yesterday, lie today, lie tomorrow, lie forever...
Lie yesterday, say the truth today, be happy forever...

Sunday, July 25, 2010

What do you do when humans start acting like dogs??
Bitch and DOG??( what do you call a male dog??? Dog rite??)
okie... So what can we do about it???

I sometimes pity this peoples... especially the ones who acts like bitches..
Because.. a male dog.. BEING male.. they are always given the privilege to be idiots and never get bad comments...
But begin bitches, they are always given names... Names like.. slut, whore and whatever that may suit their current status as a bitch...
So guess sometimes we gotta just say it's okay....
Let's just forgive...
Like a saying that was taken from a friend... "it's all about giving and forgiving not taking and forgetting.."

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

WHAT THE !@#$%^&*(

Damn it... I'm kinda irritated now...
Fuck you... damn the bullshty....

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Have you??

Have you tried falling in love with someone but tell yourself that it is not gonna work??
If you asked me, i have..
And that was definitely before i was with my bf...

I told myself to never fall for another guy when I'm already in a relationship..
It is bad...
If i ever do that.. I am categorized as a bitch, a slut and a whore...
So i told myself never to fall in that category...
And definitely never to fall for a guy who is already taken..
That is a double mistake...

So talking about falling in love with a guy that you know is not gonna work....
This guy was cute... but my bf now is definitely more cuter...
He was handsome... But the one now is MORE handsome...

He was single just like me too..
I consider that a crush..
Just a crush..
because i wasn;t going crazy for him...
Just an attraction which will not bring me anywhere...

I meet this guy everyday...
He treated me WELL...
Just like how good friend will treat each other...
But there is an inner feeling..and inner voice in me which told me... "never take another step or you are DOOMED"...
So i believed my inner self and STOPED...
We eventually drifted apart but we still know the existence of each other...
We are still friends... Yeah... I hardly see him now...
Or i should say the last i saw him was like 6 months back or a year???
(I think he had a crush on me too...wahahaha)

Anyway... nothing beats the feeling i have now...
It's love... which i just called it bullshyt...
I love my companion.. I love this guy...
He makes me do crazy things...
CRAZY as in CRAZY....

Monday, June 28, 2010

Why Do I Love You??

Sometimes it is best we know what we want in life...
Sometimes it is best if we just leave things to the hand of the person above..
Sometimes..
Sometimes...
Sometimes...
Sometimes i ask myself..
If it is correct....
But the answer is unknown..
Just like when i ask myself...
WHY DO I LOVE YOU....

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I swear....

You are the one I LOVE.....

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Jampi....

Does it look like some JAMPI writing???
"FU"

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Monday, May 24, 2010

I love YOU



You know one thing sweetheart??
I love you so much....
You are so busy studying to make sure we have a good life in future...
I understand it..
But it makes me miss you so much...
I can't call you..
I don't wanna disturb you...

The part of the song where it say" i'm fine without you" is so wrong..
and we are meant to be together.....
Because all i want is you...
I know there have been things in between us that makes us fight..
But seriously... i know i love you..
And i will always do..

Yeah, i'm not gonna say that FOREVER word..
Not that i don't believe in forever about us..
But we never know what will happen in future...
But trust me...
All i want now is YOU....

I never know what is gonna happen tomorrow..
But today, NOW.. i just wanna tell you i love you....
MD, I LOVE YOU....

I love you so much...
and i guess, what's in my mind now is YOU...
all about you...

I LOVE YOU....
Thank you so much for loving me....=)

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Thursday, May 20, 2010

I wish i never got to know you in my life...
I wish everything was how i wanted instead of having interruption in between...
I wish....
It's all about i wish....
and i know nothing about what i wish is going to happen....

I know you are good at complaining...
It's okay....
You love complaining...
You just love seeing me getting into a fight...
So that you can win...

If you wanna win so badly..
TAKE IT...
take the trophy and go..
I don't want that lousy trophy...

I've been giving in to you so many times...
Have you to come and back stab me again and again....
go and live your own life...
I don't care if you are sad, happy, miserable or WHATEVER...
Just get out of my life....

Just when i thought that i can forget you,
You come and make some appearance....
and then you choose not to leave...
Why have you to make me feel so miserable???
I'm letting you win...
I'm letting you have your trophy...
just let go of me in you small little game...
I don't wanna play with you....

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Sometimes

In life....
Not everything must be fast....
Or should i say, we can always go slow..
No matter it is exam..
Or family...
Relationship..
Friends....
ANYTHING...

drive car, can always drive slow..
Not necessary to drive fast.. Because you will either end up in BEING SAFE or ACCIDENT..
If you luck is good, then you will be safe..
If it is bad, see you in the hospital....

Relationship... we never know what kinda person are we really dealing with...
It either can be a good person.. or a bad person...
A faker... a pretender..
or maybe a genuine person who will take care of you for the rest of your life....

Friends... even to be friends.. we must make sure we do not rush..
Yeah some people they just approach you and say HI..
But that does not mean that you must immediately respond to it and be friends...
I've know many whom i just say HI and move away..
Some comes closer and some goes further...
It depends... we cannot rush friendships...

Family dying soon.... I know that the moment we hear that any of our family is in the hospital..
we will definitely rush.. i did that once...
Yeah.. we cannot change anything..
we are not doctor...
And i'm not gonna say anything here..

But seriously in life, if we can see things as how it is..
take our slow time to analyze what is it that we want in life...
Make proper decision..
Rushing is not gonna benefit you when you are gonna say,
"if only i took time and think.."...
"if only i take things slow.."...
IF ONLY.....
no point saying IF ONLY when the bad already took place...
All you gotta do is just say... "it's okay.. i'll make sure i do not do it again.."
"I'll take time to think..."
"i'll slow down"....

Yeah,time does not wait for us.. That's why god gave us 24 hours and not 12 hours...
Slowdown.... you will not regret... =)

Monday, May 17, 2010

Let's just fall in love again..

A lie..

A lie is forever a lie..
After telling the truth also, it is still a lie..
The worst part of the lie is , 1 lie after another....
Keep telling lie and you will never get to tell the truth forever...

The moment you start telling a lie...
You will definitely not tell the truth....
And even if you wanna tell the truth after that,
No one is gonna believe you...

Sunday, May 16, 2010

No way

There is no way we will ever forget what we have done...
Even until you die...
You will not forget....
Except for you've got amnesia..
Or maybe you are senile (correct spelling right??)
Or maybe you've got this memory weakness that you forget things fast..
OR WHATEVER.....

We always say that time will heal things..
but how true is this....
I find it a little hard..
trust me..
How can you forget when people keep reminding you..
Right???
I've got this issue...
I love to remind..
and i like to be reminded..
until the person is satisfied with all the question and answer.

Call me crazy....
I like to talk.. and talk and talk until i am satisfied with that certain issue..
Which interest me...

And I am BAD..
I am not saying NO...
I am BAD....
To be happy, we should always learn to not blame anything....
Or regret any of our doings...

We came to this world to enjoy..
But if in between, we suffer a little, do not blame god... because god wants us to be strong in the future...
if you are broke now, god is actually teaching you on how to handle money problem in future...
If there is a problem with friends, god is teaching you on how to know which friend is worth keeping or not..
If there is a problem with your parents, god is teaching you on how to treat your children later on so that you do not need to go through what your parents or you are going through now..
If there is a relationship problem, god is teaching you to make proper decision in future.. if it is worth it or not....
If there is a problem in any situation.. Look at the brighter side of it..
You will definitely laugh at yourself thinkign how silly are you to actually fell sad for all this little little things thinking it is big....

I was talking to this elderly person, telling him how i felt about things..
and all he did was pat my shoulder and said, " this is a small matter, dont worry about it.."..
He was right.. it was really a small matter...
It is just how we look at things..
So no matter what problem it is..
Don't blame anyone...
Because there is definitely a solution to all problems...
Probably you did not find the correct person to talk to..

God, thank you so much.. you always know who to make me talk to...
and how to make me feel better....
I love you... muacks...

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Do you.....

I wonder do you really know what is LOVE all about??
love is a feeling that is unexpressable..
it's something everyone would talk about sacrificing..
what can you, a human on earth really sacrifice for the one you love??
Trust me, i don't wanna sacrifice anything...
the only thing i can do for my other half is to make him happy... I can give and take...
but don't ask me to lose other things just for love...
it sound so over protactive and demanding...
love is meant to give and take...
i'm not a thing that you keep when you are happy, and thrown away when you are sad or you don't need me...

When two people be together, when love strikes, we feel happy....
there is no relationship that never fight... B ut remember 1 thing... No matter how big the fight can be, your other half, is still holding onto your hand...

Never let go until you are very sure of it... Because you might not get another chance...
There is a saying that,YOU WILL NOT APREICIATE THAT PERSON UNTIL THEY ARE GONE...
i think i don't need to wait until that time comes... Because i know how important you are in my life...
5 years... And i believe, if LOVE, is what we feel for each other... There will be many more years for us...

You asked me that when this guy came and sweet talk with me, did i even feel or felt anything for him...
my answer was so easy... NO...
You asked me WHY
i gave you another easy answer... BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT I WANT IN LIFE AND IT IS YOU...
Have you forgotten??????
i am GREATGODS GIRL....
SO TRUST ME... When i say I LOVE YOU...

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Sometimes

Sometimes mistake can turn out to be NOT a mistake...
So what i did was not a mistake...
It was meant to happen...
It was probably a mistake that is suppose to happen to make things right....
But I'm thinking how right is this now??

I can sense the rightness a little from what i did...
But i can sense probably the rightness is just not enough from the other side...
If you can just prove to me what i did was right, i will definitely be very happy..

Love is to put up with your bad qualities... and that's because you complete me...
Although i know we have hurt each other, but i know this is true love..
If you ever ask me.. "you already know the ending, would you still wanna be with me??"... My answer will be YES
Trust me, You are always on my mind....
I can never ignore you even when i'm angry....




Call me selfish... (but i don't sell fish in the market OKAY)....
But all i want is you..
All to my own..

Monday, May 10, 2010

People always choose to lie....
They lie once, they can lie twice, and they can also lie for 3 times...
Trust me.. I'm always being dumb because i choose to ignore all their lies and just trust them....
I think choosing the word "just to trust them" is a little too much..
Probably, i just took their lies at the surface and never think more that what they tell me...

This life, i'm suppose to choose the road i wanna take, but i choose to let others to lead me...
Now i think it is time for me to let go of every damn thing and just do what I'm suppose to do...
I don't wanna let little2 things to hurt me anymore..
especially when it is a thrid party hurting me..
That seriously hurt when i know i'm being a dumb fuck to even believe that you were being nice...
FUCK YOU....
You are just a pain...
I don't wanna let you to give me any pain anymore..
Enough...
I think i should just push you aside for now....

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Hurts

It hurts that you do not understand what I'm trying to say....
I'm sad that you just can't read my mind...
Why does it happen this way???
You ask me one Q some days ago...
My answer was No,
But seriously i guess it was because i felt unsecured....
Trust me, if you stand in my shoes you will understand what I'm trying to say..
Whenever you ask me a q, i definetly ask you back what do you think about it..
Because what you feel, is what i would feel too..
How can a humans feeling RUN far away from what others will feel???

Have you ever thought about how will i feel when you make a decision???
Have you ever????
If you have, guess this wouldn't happen..
I can see where is this going....
And trust me, I'm not happy at all....

I told you my judgement is never wrong..
I was never wrong
And i know that i'll never be wrong...
Been telling myself this forever..
Been telling you this forever too...
But you choose to not listen....
Do i have a choice???
Can i make any decision??
All i wanna do is make you happy..
BUT I'VE FAILED....

Do you really need the 10% from others???
Trust me...
Whenever you make a decision, ask yourself, if you are on the other persons shoe, WHAT WILL YOU DO???
Trust me.. i feel like using the WORD now..
the ONE word...... One word that i hate most.....

It makes me feel that I"M BAD...
yeah.. What to do.....
I was never good.....

Friday, May 7, 2010

I was just thinking

Since there are too many people reading the other blog of mine, i might as well start writing here because some things are better kept away right???
There's so many things happening now....

Yesterday after 5 years, my bf added the relationship status thingy on Facebook...
Haha.. and all the response that is got was like.. Huh?? NOW ONLY??
haha.. after 5 years... 2months and 23 days.. he announced to the whole facebook humans...
yea.. call me lame to be happy okay..

Then some issues did make me feel 1 kind...
im standing in the middle not knowing what to do...
tell me, is it my fault to get angry if you push me away all of a sudden??
Don't i have the rights to get angry?? at least a little??

Trust me okay.. i'm not taking sides...
I don't wanna take sides..
I really don't want???

I've told myself long time ago, if 2 person wanna fight, don't get me involved..
I'm still friends of both parties...
DON'T blame me for being friends with both party...
And if you ever tell me any secret..
Im definitely not telling the other perty..
Because the war is between u ppl..
NOT ME....
Don't blame me.....

I don't wanna get involved....
Keep me away...

Friday, April 9, 2010

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Words

The most selfish one letter word..."I“ ...
Avoid it.
The most satisfying two-letter word... "WE“...
Use it.
The most poisonous three-letter word... "EGO" ...
Kill it.
The most used four-letter word... "LOVE“...
Value it.
The most pleasing five-letter word... "SMILE“...
Keep it.
The fastest spreading six-letter word... "RUMOUR“...
Ignore it.
The hard working seven-letter... "SUCCESS“...
Achieve it.
The most enviable eight-letter word...JEALOUSY“...
Distance it.
The most powerful nine-letter word.... “KNOWLEDGE“...
Acquire it.
The most Divine ten-letter word... “FRIENDSHIP“...
Maintain it.
 
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Thursday, March 18, 2010

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Sunday, February 28, 2010

I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane
But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times
(Listen to me now..)
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you..

Follow me

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Thursday, February 18, 2010

MoMo Love..



Part 2.00 onwards was so touching....
*sob sob*.....

Monday, February 8, 2010

Monday, February 1, 2010

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Bueger KING

What has it gotta do with girls??

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Friday, January 22, 2010

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Monday, January 11, 2010

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Sunday, January 3, 2010