Sunday, February 23, 2014

When I was young

When I was young, when I dreamt about my prince, the criteria was:-
A guy with his own mind.
A guy who would loved me unconditionally.
A guy who would give in to me.
A guy who would accept my family as they are.
A guy who would support me mentally and emotionally.

Such simple thoughts. Such simple guy.
He didn't need to be handsome.
He didn't need to be rich.
He didn't need to be smart.

It was love I was looking for.
It was companionship I was looking for.

Today I'm with a guy for many years.
Marriage was spoken but no proposal was made yet.

I'm now wondering if this is the guy I want.
The guy who would take money from me when he needed them.
The guy who calculates every single thing with me when he takes unconditionally from me.
The guy who fails to give in to me.
The guy who fails to accept the family I have.
The guy who fails to support me mentally and emotionally.
The guy who threatens me for wanting things his way.

Am I to accept him when he comes with a proposal?
Am I to accept him just because I've met his parents?
Am I to accept him just because everyone knows we are dating for many years?
Am I to just give in when I know I'm going to suffer?

My life is destroyed and I've no way out.
-helpless-

P/S:- life is not simple. Take it with a pinch of salt n sugar. Life will be better.

P/S2: re-post from an unknown website

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Monday, November 22, 2010

I love you



Baby... today, this moment....
I MISS YOU SO MUCH....
I LOVE YOU

Monday, November 15, 2010

Article not verified, but be careful

Please pay attention to this article. It is of utmost importance.  

Three women in KL turned up at  hospitals over a 5-day period,
all with the same symptoms - fever, chills,  vomiting, followed by muscular collapse, paralysis and finally,death.
There were no outward signs of trauma. Autopsy results  showed toxicity in the blood. These women did not know each other, and  seemed to have nothing in common.

It was discovered, however, that they  had all visited a same restaurant along Jalan Kuchai Lama within days of their  deaths. The health department descended on the restaurant, shutting it down. The  food, water and air conditioning were all inspected and tested, to no  avail.

The big break came when a waitress at the restaurant was  rushed to the hospital with similar symptoms. She told doctors that she had been  on vacation, and had only went to the restaurant to pick up her check. She did  not eat or drink while she was there, but had used the restroom.

That  is when one toxicologist, remembering an article he had read, drove up to the  restaurant, went into the restroom and lifted the toilet seat. Under the seat,  out of normal view, was a small spider. The spider was captured and brought back  to the lab,where it was determined to be the Two-Striped Telamonia (Telamonia  dimidiata), so named because of its reddened flesh color. This spider's venom is  extremely toxic but can take several days to take effect. They live in cold,  dark, damp climates, and toilet rims provide just the right  atmosphere.

Several days later, a lawyer from JB showed up at a  hospital emergency room.. Before his death, he told the doctor that he had been  away on business, had taken a flight from Indonesia , changing planes in   Singapore , before returning home. He did not visit the restaurant while there.  He did, as did all of the other victims, have what was determined to be a  puncture wound, on his right buttock.

Investigators discovered that  the flight he was on had originated in India .. The Civilian Aeronautics Board  (CAB) ordered an immediate inspection of the toilets of all flights from India ,  and discovered the Two-Striped Telamonia (Telamonia dimidiata) spider's nests on  four different planes!

It is now believed that these spiders can be  anywhere in the country. So please, before you use a public toilet, lift the  seat to check for spiders.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Be Alert..!!!

Received this from a friend…Beware

I cannot stop myself from sharing this with all of you.  Its all started when I received a call from someone claiming  that he was from Maxis and he asked me to shutdown my phone for 2 hours for 3G update to take place. As I was rushing for a  meeting, I did not question and shutdown my cell phone.  After 45 minutes I felt very suspicious since the caller did not  even introduce his name. I quickly turned on my cell phone and I  received several calls from my family members and the others  were from the number that had called me earlier - 3954380.  I called my parents and I was shocked that they sounded very  worried asking me whether I am safe.  My parents told me that they had received a call from someone  claiming that they had me with them and asking for money to let  me free. The call was so real and my parents even heard 'my  voice' crying out loud asking for help.

My parent was at the bank waiting for next call to proceed for  money transfer. I told my parents that I am safe and asked them  to lodge a police report.  Right after that I received another call from the guy asking me to shutdown my cell phone for another 1 hour which I refused to  do and hung up. They keep calling my cell phone until the  battery had run down.

I myself lodged a police report and I was informed by the officer that there were many such scams reported.

MOST of the cases reported that the victim had already  transferred the money! And it is impossible to get back the money.

Be careful as this kind of scam might happen to any  one of  us!!!  Those guys are so professional and very convincing during calls.

If you are asked to shut down your cell phone for updates by the service provider, ASK AROUND!

Your family or friends might receive the same call...
Be Safe and Stay Alert!


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Thursday, October 28, 2010

p/s : I love you

This movie never fails my tears...
Everytime i see how she was drowned in sadness makes me cry..
Losing someone you love so much..
Losing someone you stayed with for quite sometimes...
Losing someone whom you always fight with, then make out after that
Losing the one you know that will be your best friend forever..
Losing the one you know that will listen to all your bullshyts..

It hurts...
Hurts so much..




I love you sweetheart...
NEVER tell me it's broken heart.. =)
LOVE YOU...

Monday, October 25, 2010