Hurts

It hurts that you do not understand what I'm trying to say....
I'm sad that you just can't read my mind...
Why does it happen this way???
You ask me one Q some days ago...
My answer was No,
But seriously i guess it was because i felt unsecured....
Trust me, if you stand in my shoes you will understand what I'm trying to say..
Whenever you ask me a q, i definetly ask you back what do you think about it..
Because what you feel, is what i would feel too..
How can a humans feeling RUN far away from what others will feel???

Have you ever thought about how will i feel when you make a decision???
Have you ever????
If you have, guess this wouldn't happen..
I can see where is this going....
And trust me, I'm not happy at all....

I told you my judgement is never wrong..
I was never wrong
And i know that i'll never be wrong...
Been telling myself this forever..
Been telling you this forever too...
But you choose to not listen....
Do i have a choice???
Can i make any decision??
All i wanna do is make you happy..
BUT I'VE FAILED....

Do you really need the 10% from others???
Trust me...
Whenever you make a decision, ask yourself, if you are on the other persons shoe, WHAT WILL YOU DO???
Trust me.. i feel like using the WORD now..
the ONE word...... One word that i hate most.....

It makes me feel that I"M BAD...
yeah.. What to do.....
I was never good.....

I was just thinking

Since there are too many people reading the other blog of mine, i might as well start writing here because some things are better kept away right???
There's so many things happening now....

Yesterday after 5 years, my bf added the relationship status thingy on Facebook...
Haha.. and all the response that is got was like.. Huh?? NOW ONLY??
haha.. after 5 years... 2months and 23 days.. he announced to the whole facebook humans...
yea.. call me lame to be happy okay..

Then some issues did make me feel 1 kind...
im standing in the middle not knowing what to do...
tell me, is it my fault to get angry if you push me away all of a sudden??
Don't i have the rights to get angry?? at least a little??

Trust me okay.. i'm not taking sides...
I don't wanna take sides..
I really don't want???

I've told myself long time ago, if 2 person wanna fight, don't get me involved..
I'm still friends of both parties...
DON'T blame me for being friends with both party...
And if you ever tell me any secret..
Im definitely not telling the other perty..
Because the war is between u ppl..
NOT ME....
Don't blame me.....

I don't wanna get involved....
Keep me away...

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Words

The most selfish one letter word..."I“ ...

Avoid it.
The most satisfying two-letter word... "WE“...
Use it.
The most poisonous three-letter word... "EGO" ...
Kill it.
The most used four-letter word... "LOVE“...
Value it.
The most pleasing five-letter word... "SMILE“...
Keep it.
The fastest spreading six-letter word... "RUMOUR“...
Ignore it.
The hard working seven-letter... "SUCCESS“...
Achieve it.
The most enviable eight-letter word...JEALOUSY“...
Distance it.
The most powerful nine-letter word.... “KNOWLEDGE“...
Acquire it.
The most Divine ten-letter word... “FRIENDSHIP“...
Maintain it.

 

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