When I was young

When I was young, when I dreamt about my prince, the criteria was:-

A guy with his own mind.

A guy who would loved me unconditionally.

A guy who would give in to me.

A guy who would accept my family as they are.

A guy who would support me mentally and emotionally.

Such simple thoughts. Such simple guy.

He didn't need to be handsome.

He didn't need to be rich.

He didn't need to be smart.

It was love I was looking for.

It was companionship I was looking for.

Today I'm with a guy for many years.

Marriage was spoken but no proposal was made yet.

I'm now wondering if this is the guy I want.

The guy who would take money from me when he needed them.

The guy who calculates every single thing with me when he takes unconditionally from me.

The guy who fails to give in to me.

The guy who fails to accept the family I have.

The guy who fails to support me mentally and emotionally.

The guy who threatens me for wanting things his way.

Am I to accept him when he comes with a proposal?

Am I to accept him just because I've met his parents?

Am I to accept him just because everyone knows we are dating for many years?

Am I to just give in when I know I'm going to suffer?

My life is destroyed and I've no way out.

-helpless-

P/S:- life is not simple. Take it with a pinch of salt n sugar. Life will be better.

P/S2: re-post from an unknown website