I love YOU

You know one thing sweetheart??
I love you so much....
You are so busy studying to make sure we have a good life in future...
I understand it..
But it makes me miss you so much...
I can't call you..
I don't wanna disturb you...

The part of the song where it say" i'm fine without you" is so wrong..
and we are meant to be together.....
Because all i want is you...
I know there have been things in between us that makes us fight..
But seriously... i know i love you..
And i will always do..

Yeah, i'm not gonna say that FOREVER word..
Not that i don't believe in forever about us..
But we never know what will happen in future...
But trust me...
All i want now is YOU....

I never know what is gonna happen tomorrow..
But today, NOW.. i just wanna tell you i love you....
MD, I LOVE YOU....

I love you so much...
and i guess, what's in my mind now is YOU...
all about you...

I LOVE YOU....
Thank you so much for loving me....=)

I wish i never got to know you in my life...
I wish everything was how i wanted instead of having interruption in between...
I wish....
It's all about i wish....
and i know nothing about what i wish is going to happen....

I know you are good at complaining...
It's okay....
You love complaining...
You just love seeing me getting into a fight...
So that you can win...

If you wanna win so badly..
TAKE IT...
take the trophy and go..
I don't want that lousy trophy...

I've been giving in to you so many times...
Have you to come and back stab me again and again....
go and live your own life...
I don't care if you are sad, happy, miserable or WHATEVER...
Just get out of my life....

Just when i thought that i can forget you,
You come and make some appearance....
and then you choose not to leave...
Why have you to make me feel so miserable???
I'm letting you win...
I'm letting you have your trophy...
just let go of me in you small little game...
I don't wanna play with you....

Sometimes

In life....
Not everything must be fast....
Or should i say, we can always go slow..
No matter it is exam..
Or family...
Relationship..
Friends....
ANYTHING...

drive car, can always drive slow..
Not necessary to drive fast.. Because you will either end up in BEING SAFE or ACCIDENT..
If you luck is good, then you will be safe..
If it is bad, see you in the hospital....

Relationship... we never know what kinda person are we really dealing with...
It either can be a good person.. or a bad person...
A faker... a pretender..
or maybe a genuine person who will take care of you for the rest of your life....

Friends... even to be friends.. we must make sure we do not rush..
Yeah some people they just approach you and say HI..
But that does not mean that you must immediately respond to it and be friends...
I've know many whom i just say HI and move away..
Some comes closer and some goes further...
It depends... we cannot rush friendships...

Family dying soon.... I know that the moment we hear that any of our family is in the hospital..
we will definitely rush.. i did that once...
Yeah.. we cannot change anything..
we are not doctor...
And i'm not gonna say anything here..

But seriously in life, if we can see things as how it is..
take our slow time to analyze what is it that we want in life...
Make proper decision..
Rushing is not gonna benefit you when you are gonna say,
"if only i took time and think.."...
"if only i take things slow.."...
IF ONLY.....
no point saying IF ONLY when the bad already took place...
All you gotta do is just say... "it's okay.. i'll make sure i do not do it again.."
"I'll take time to think..."
"i'll slow down"....

Yeah,time does not wait for us.. That's why god gave us 24 hours and not 12 hours...
Slowdown.... you will not regret... =)

Let's just fall in love again..

A lie..

A lie is forever a lie..
After telling the truth also, it is still a lie..
The worst part of the lie is , 1 lie after another....
Keep telling lie and you will never get to tell the truth forever...

The moment you start telling a lie...
You will definitely not tell the truth....
And even if you wanna tell the truth after that,
No one is gonna believe you...